More Pictures of My Mom/Moving Time. This is more of a vent than anthing....

My mom's friend emailed me more pictures of her from her trip to Morocco. I know I probably say this a lot on here, but I really miss her! I wish she were still around. Things would be different, that's for sure.

Soon, I will be back home. I am really nervous moving back home. I hope everything works out. I don't have a job to come home to. It's nerve-wracking because we don't have anyone to help us move. I have so much rolling around in my mind I can't focus. I keep thinking, "What if I'm making a mistake?" I guess I'll never know unless I try. I mean, it's not as if I'm leaving friends or family behind here.

Anyway, on to another subject....
There are these neighbors next door who have custody of their five grandchildren. The children come over here all the time. I can't stand their mother. (If you even want to call her that.) The ironic thing is, she started working at a day care down the street this week. She can't even take care of her own children, buy yet she's watching other peoples' children?!?! The sad thing is, she acts like she doesn't even want her own children. She cusses at them, yells at them--she's always sending them over to me. I feed them, play with them, I even help them with their homework. There's something wrong with this picture, right? I feel bad for leaving, only because of those children. Hopefully a seed's been planted, and they will turn out all right.

I guess I shouldn't say anything, but I'm so pissed at my sisters. They never answer me when I call them. There are so many loose ends with things, I feel like I'm going crazy here. It doesn't help that my boyfriend keeps changing his mind as to renting a trailer to move our stuff in or not. I honestly don't know what to do. We have two vehicles, and no one to help us take turns driving. Sometimes I wonder if I should just stay here; come what may.

I don't really know what else to say. I think I should stop there for now.

Music I've been listening to lately: Blackfire- "No control".

A movie I've been watching (it's my four year old's favorite at the moment): Napoleon Dynamite. hehehehe

Vote for Pedro! lol At least I've still got my sense of humor.

Book I've been reading: "Die Sheeple, Die".

The author brings up a good point. He misspells words on purpose. We've been brainwashed to skip over words that are misspelled; sometimes refusing to read or comprehend whatever it is you're reading. I think I might start doing that. hahahahaha.

So until next time, see you then.