Pierced Ears :D

So, my daughter got her ears pierced yesterday. It was scary for her and for me. She got the first one done, but it hurt, so it took forever to get her to calm down and let the lady pierce the second ear. But, after it was over, she looked into the mirror and realized she had actual earrings in her ears, and decided she looked pretty.

The only thing that worries me is that they will get infected. But so far, so good!

Here's the end result:

Busy, Busy, Busy....No Time For Games

Okay, so now that I've had time to cool off and think on what happened since my last post, I think I was a bit harsh with the last line about the person being a CIA agent. I was angry. And I have to realize that this person is scared and doesn't really have anyone to turn to. So, I sent them an e-mail with some info. And basically told them that the only person who can take care of their problems is God, and He can give you the peace you're looking for from these criminals. I don't have any magic pills/solutions to make it all go away, and really, without God we are nothing. We need Him to get through this. We can't do it on our own.

So, with that, I'm leaving it in God's hands, and I'm going to just pray for this person and all the others who are going through the same thing or much worse. That's all I really CAN do, I suppose. And give out the info people need to understand what's really going on out there. Maybe others will think I'm being lazy or whatever, but I don't care. This is what I think God wants me to do.

On a different note, I feel so alone sometimes, as my sisters are my only family I have left, besides my children. My sisters for some reason have decided to quit talking to me. And it's going on two months now. Their excuse is they are too busy. Two months ago I was talking to one of them, and I mentioned I hadn't heard from the other two sisters. She got snippy with me and said that they are too busy to call me. I wonder how long they are going to stay busy? They must be exhausted from being soooo busy for such a long time. I hope they are okay and getting their rest. And she acted upset that I quit my job (which is a WHOLE other post lol). Almost as if she's jealous that I quit.

And thanks to you guys for helping me pay the probate fee for Mom's estate.

If you didn't want to pay all you had to do was tell me. It's okay though. I'm not going to let you guys get to me.

Oh, and I thought I'd add a song that I'm loving right now. Enjoy!

 Is a house really a home when your loved ones are goneI’m coming home

I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Frustrated

I just got off the phone with a person who contacted me about being a targeted individual of the local police and the CIA. I've never had someone accuse ME of being CIA or stalking other human beings. I got into this research on mind control and the NWO and gang stalking thinking I could help others and spread awareness. But now that I just got through talking with this person, I realized that maybe I shouldn't be doing anything at all. Maybe I should just forget everything that I've researched and just let things continue the way they have been. This guy made me feel so insignificant, and kept cutting me off when I was trying to explain things like microchip implants, that I finally just hung up on him.

This guy contacted me through e-mail saying he needed a witness to the electric shocks he gets at his apartment and that he needed a friend. And he gave me his number to call. So after thinking and praying about it, I called him. And then he asked me what kind of help I could offer. I told him I was researching all this, and I don't really have many solutions. He told me they don't need information, they need solutions to stop this. And then accused me of being a CIA agent.

I don't appreciate that at all. I tried to tell him how I came to know about what's going on, and he kept cutting me off. So I am giving up. I'm not going to try to help people anymore. I don't even know why my eyes were opened up to this if I can't do anything about it or even help people. It's a lost cause for me now.

I've alienated myself from my family (what little I have left, like my sisters) because everyone thinks I am crazy for posting links and videos on my Facebook page and starting the blog about this. Maybe I am crazy for putting my ass on the line and thinking maybe I could help change what's going on. I'm just going to leave this in God's hands.

If anyone is a CIA agent, it's you. And you know who you are.