Thursday, April 21, 2011

Busy, Busy, Busy....No Time For Games

Okay, so now that I've had time to cool off and think on what happened since my last post, I think I was a bit harsh with the last line about the person being a CIA agent. I was angry. And I have to realize that this person is scared and doesn't really have anyone to turn to. So, I sent them an e-mail with some info. And basically told them that the only person who can take care of their problems is God, and He can give you the peace you're looking for from these criminals. I don't have any magic pills/solutions to make it all go away, and really, without God we are nothing. We need Him to get through this. We can't do it on our own.

So, with that, I'm leaving it in God's hands, and I'm going to just pray for this person and all the others who are going through the same thing or much worse. That's all I really CAN do, I suppose. And give out the info people need to understand what's really going on out there. Maybe others will think I'm being lazy or whatever, but I don't care. This is what I think God wants me to do.

On a different note, I feel so alone sometimes, as my sisters are my only family I have left, besides my children. My sisters for some reason have decided to quit talking to me. And it's going on two months now. Their excuse is they are too busy. Two months ago I was talking to one of them, and I mentioned I hadn't heard from the other two sisters. She got snippy with me and said that they are too busy to call me. I wonder how long they are going to stay busy? They must be exhausted from being soooo busy for such a long time. I hope they are okay and getting their rest. And she acted upset that I quit my job (which is a WHOLE other post lol). Almost as if she's jealous that I quit.

And thanks to you guys for helping me pay the probate fee for Mom's estate.

If you didn't want to pay all you had to do was tell me. It's okay though. I'm not going to let you guys get to me.
Oh, and I thought I'd add a song that I'm loving right now. Enjoy!
 Is a house really a home when your loved ones are goneI’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

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