Frustrated

I just got off the phone with a person who contacted me about being a targeted individual of the local police and the CIA. I've never had someone accuse ME of being CIA or stalking other human beings. I got into this research on mind control and the NWO and gang stalking thinking I could help others and spread awareness. But now that I just got through talking with this person, I realized that maybe I shouldn't be doing anything at all. Maybe I should just forget everything that I've researched and just let things continue the way they have been. This guy made me feel so insignificant, and kept cutting me off when I was trying to explain things like microchip implants, that I finally just hung up on him.

This guy contacted me through e-mail saying he needed a witness to the electric shocks he gets at his apartment and that he needed a friend. And he gave me his number to call. So after thinking and praying about it, I called him. And then he asked me what kind of help I could offer. I told him I was researching all this, and I don't really have many solutions. He told me they don't need information, they need solutions to stop this. And then accused me of being a CIA agent.

I don't appreciate that at all. I tried to tell him how I came to know about what's going on, and he kept cutting me off. So I am giving up. I'm not going to try to help people anymore. I don't even know why my eyes were opened up to this if I can't do anything about it or even help people. It's a lost cause for me now.

I've alienated myself from my family (what little I have left, like my sisters) because everyone thinks I am crazy for posting links and videos on my Facebook page and starting the blog about this. Maybe I am crazy for putting my ass on the line and thinking maybe I could help change what's going on. I'm just going to leave this in God's hands.

If anyone is a CIA agent, it's you. And you know who you are.